Today I took my first dose of antidepressants, and it depressed me even more. Taking the pills was like finally acknowledging I’m fucking depressed.

I never believed in depression. Honestly, I still don’t. To me it’s just a state of mind that goes away – nothing chronic. It’s just a sad excuse.

The pills are supposedly herbal, which means it’s mild, for those who are in denial, and gives it an excuse to smell bad.

Like I said, I’m going through one of the best times of my life, but there’s always those moments when I’m feeling sad. The antidepressants are supposed to clear my head, so I hope that works.

If you feel offended by my entry, you should try my meds.