Atomic Wedgie
Deep & NastyArchive for February, 2009
Anti(?)depressants
Today I took my first dose of antidepressants, and it depressed me even more. Taking the pills was like finally acknowledging I’m fucking depressed.
I never believed in depression. Honestly, I still don’t. To me it’s just a state of mind that goes away – nothing chronic. It’s just a sad excuse.
The pills are supposedly herbal, which means it’s mild, for those who are in denial, and gives it an excuse to smell bad.
Like I said, I’m going through one of the best times of my life, but there’s always those moments when I’m feeling sad. The antidepressants are supposed to clear my head, so I hope that works.
If you feel offended by my entry, you should try my meds.
The Perfect Sky is Torn
Yeah you figured it out. I haven’t written anything in a long time coz I’m fucking depressed.
No, I lied. That’s not the reason. But I am depressed today, and no I’m not PMSing.
For the past months I’ve been learning something new about myself everyday. And now I can officially say I’m a masochist. Shut up. I know, anyone could’ve told me that!!
Otherwise, I have been having the best time of my life since I last blogged. This only tells me one thing: I blog when I’m unhappy. It’s sad that I couldn’t include y’all in my happy times.
So, I’m gona refrain from writing my yearly update, until I’m feeling better, so I don’t jinx the entire year.
Until then… life sucks…
Cheers
