That’s all I’ve been doing since I graduated - making decisions. Everytime I think that’s it, no more, this’ll be the last one, something else pops up.

But right now, I’m torn between two job opportunities. Both are excellent. And I want both. “Mommy, can I keep them both??”

Unfortunately, I can’t, and it’s killing me. I’ve been dazed and oblivious of everything around me for the past few weeks.

I know there’s no wrong decision in this case. But, I don’t want to live my life with what ifs. I feel like screaming my head off. I hate this. I just want it to be over.

I’m gonna resort to God for help. At least then I won’t even be able to ask what if, ’cause I’ll be bound by a contract with Him.